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Entry for my dearest dearest mummy
Posted by julio on Feb 7 2011, 10:44 PM

have been wanting to write this entry since a long long time.
for my dearest dearest mummy.

my mummy texted me that she saw my ex recently.
"She really... Cmi... My son sure can get a better wife."

*laughs*

i really can't thank my mummy enough for everything she had done for me all these yrs. standing by my side and always there whenever i need a listening ear/shoulder. seriously, no amt of thanks is enough. cleared my inbox recently and saw all the warm sweet funny texts from her, i was overwhelmed with emotions.

mummy has nv given up on me no matter how hopeless i am.
her constant undying concern, comfort and love. my pillar of support. that's why i'm still surviving today. the only time that she almost gave up on me, was when i insisted on falling for rascal. mummy almost disowned me. xia si wo le! she told me she can't stand seeing me knowingly hurting myself that way. gong's right. mummy dislikes anyone who bullies me. except for tyrant (her ideal daughter-in-law) =.=

the times i loitered outside emo for my diff girls. she asked me to go home coz it's cold outside and she worried i might do silly things.
the times i wasted myself by cigs, drinks and self abuse. she wanted me to stop it coz she heartache me.
the times i needed someone to rely on and found no one. she told me no matter what, i still have her as my mummy.
the times i was so sick almost dying. she texted me everyday to take my med and be positive.
the COUNTLESS times i emo abt rascal, esp the incident 1yr+ back. she hears my same old rants and counselled me.
the times when almost everyone betrayed & left me, she remains by my side being sincere to me.
the times i was a good-for-nothing, she tells me not to belittle myself and i'm great.
the times i made her disappointed & upset with all my nonsense, she still tolerated and stays by my side.
the times i shld take care of her coz i'm older. yet she's always the one who takes care of me.
so much so much more.

because i can nv keep geminis by my side. i always fear losing my mummy. esp when so-and-so left me. i was alr maimed for life.
mummy, maybe you will get to read this someday.
i just wanna say i really wanna be your son for life. and like you always told me.
"yao guai ok, be good boy"
i will be your good boy. i will learn to grow up and be less emo.
no matter how long our affinity last, i don't regret being your son. i'm very thankful & blessed being yours.

mummy, wo ai ni!!


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