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Entry "to want love
Posted by nicole_13 on Jul 25 2012, 10:46 PM
you have to open yourself up to disappointments.

if not, you're not looking for love.

you're looking for perfection."

ive been selfish, detestable, irritating to the max. and i am full of regret. i am sorry.
is this enough, to bring you back?

Entry :'(
Posted by nicole_13 on Jul 24 2012, 10:57 PM
I regret it now, can I take it back, please...? :'(

Entry Hair
Posted by nicole_13 on May 30 2012, 11:02 PM
"Find something, just one thing you love about yourself, and celebrate it tonight."

if there is anything love taught me, its to love myself more.

"i just want to be myself, and i want you to love me for who i am."

if there is anything love taught me, its to love you for who you are, and not try and change you to someone whom i want you to be.

if there's anything you taught me, its to grab hold of the one you love and never doubt, never let go. because some things, when they disappear they never come back.

if you were to come back, i'll never let go again.

Entry Happiness
Posted by nicole_13 on May 13 2012, 04:51 PM
Happiness is when you stop looking for it.

for now, im still looking. till the day i/we stop, wish me/us luck.

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Entry ISLU
Posted by nicole_13 on May 4 2012, 12:00 AM
today is the end of everything about us. long due, says my friends. my heart is once again in shreds. i'm not your spare toy, there's no next time.

i still love you, do you believe me?

you don't have to.

Entry Faith
Posted by nicole_13 on Apr 12 2012, 11:02 PM
Faith used to be our common word. She has it inked on her.

Night of turbulent emotions again. Sometimes I wish my heart will stop beating so it can stop bleeding.

Entry Love is...
Posted by nicole_13 on Apr 9 2012, 10:13 PM
Giving and not having.

Entry story of us
Posted by nicole_13 on Apr 8 2012, 10:12 PM
it was a story of us which lasted less than a year.

she was my first ever girlfriend, she was just an ordinary girl. she doesn't look exceptionally good, nothing at all to attract me to her. the only exceptional thing about her was her voice, she sings really well and won competitions. i don't even know how it all began, and suddenly BOOM we were together. at that time, i knew nothing about love, much less love with a girl. was selfish, ignorant, and stupid. i made her cry and hurt her so many times, and i don't even realise the pain i was giving her.

until the final straw came, and i broke it off.

now, she has a new gf. and somehow, its my turn to feel the pain. regrets, memories keep flooding to me, and repeatedly, i tell myself i have to let go, but i just cannot.

the world flies past everyday, and life still goes on, but like anyone who's been heartbroken before, there's all the difference. feels like i am tied to a chair and struggling with my life, but i just cannot run away. fear grips me every minute, and i cannot breathe...

why am i telling u all these, and why am i here? i myself am not quite sure, to find someone who can help me escape out of this darkness i'm blanketed in? or just to find someone who understands? or just to help myself understand what is love?

i believed love n faith once. now, i am not so sure.

 
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